The
air of the room chilled his shoulders. He stretched himself
cautiously along under the sheets and lay down beside his wife. One
by one they were all becoming shades. Better pass boldly into that
other world, in the full glory of some passion, than fade and wither
dismally with age. He thought of how she who lay beside him had
locked in her heart for so many years that image of her lover’s
eyes when he had told her that he did not wish to live.
Generous
tears filled Gabriel’s eyes. He had never felt like that himself
towards any woman, but he knew that such a feeling must be love. The
tears gathered more thickly in his eyes and in the partial darkness
he imagined he saw the form of a young man standing under a dripping
tree. Other forms were near. His soul had approached that region
where dwell the vast hosts of the dead. He was conscious of, but
could not apprehend, their wayward and flickering existence. His own
identity was fading out into a grey impalpable world: the solid world
itself which these dead had one time reared and lived in was
dissolving and dwindling.
A
few light taps upon the pane made him turn to the window. It had
begun to snow again. He watched sleepily the flakes, silver and dark,
falling obliquely against the lamplight. The time had come for him to
set out on his journey westward. Yes, the newspapers were right: snow
was general all over Ireland. It was falling on every part of the
dark central plain, on the treeless hills, falling softly upon the
Bog of Allen and, farther westward, softly falling into the dark
mutinous Shannon waves. It was falling, too, upon every part of the
lonely churchyard on the hill where Michael Furey lay buried. It lay
thickly drifted on the crooked crosses and headstones, on the spears
of the little gate, on the barren thorns. His soul swooned slowly as
he heard the snow falling faintly through the universe and faintly
falling, like the descent of their last end, upon all the living and
the dead.
James Joyce, Dubliners.
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